I had a bunch of mixed emotions, but it started with anger towards one of my "supposed" friend. Then me and my BFF hit a rough patch on Tuesday and I didn't talk to her for, like, two days. It would've been three today, but she emailed me last nite and I decided to talk to her this morning.
The day that I decided that we were not on speaking terms ended badly. I just broke down crying in fourth period, but no one really noticed except for one of my really good friends. Then I just felt like there were more emotions welling up inside of me, not just anger and sadness. At first the girl in the pic wasn't crying, she just had an angry expression. I added the tears in 4th period.
The reasons why I drew her with swords is b/c I felt like stabbing my guy "friend" for lying on me for no reason.

(Even though I would never do it in real life, I had to release my anger on printer paper with a pencil.) I don't even know why he would lie about me like he did. I mean, yeah sure I messed w/ him A LOT last year. But wouldn't it have made sense to do it last year when we had at least one class together?
Last year, in P.E., we had to walk around the whole gym and that's all we did the whole day, for pretty much the whole year. When I was on the other side of the gym walking, Fred (that's the lying, backstabbing loser's name) was talking mess about me. My BFF (the same one who I wasn't talking to this week) ran up to me from the opposite side of the gym along with Travis (one of our friends) and told me that Fred called me the 'B' word. I didn't appreciate it. I confronted him about it. And he lied to my face about 6 times, saying that he didn't. Apparently our whole group heard him say it. All of them were saying the same thing. I think that I believe 4 people who wouldn't usually lie about stuff like that, than 1 compulsive liar. It took half an hour just to get the truth from him. By then I didn't care b/c I already knew that he was lying.
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